soo just finished balling my eyes out hella watching the notebook. I know its a hella old time movie, but mengggg. its still a good one. must say, it is one of my favorites. haha dont think ive cried that hard, you know like the whole tears rolling down your face, red eyes, and the hella fug face you make. yeaaaa that kinda crying. i think i cried harder this time that i watched it just because i feel like im actually in THAT kinda love. kinda weird in a way. its just a movie right?? that stuff isnt really real?? oh but for some reason, i really think it is. some people may go about their whole lives not knowing what true love is, and lucky me i found it so early in my life. mann. i cant believe that im in a relation like this, like man. wake me up yea? no nvm give me 5 more minutes. i want this to last.
i miss him soo much. it hurts. hella. i mean i know i really shouldnt be nothing but happy/thankful/grateful/ and lucky. but i cant help to feel sadness. Even though i know he's just a phone call away, i just feel so selfish. cause its just not enough for me, its not cutting it. I really shouldnt be thinking about how much i miss him. like sometimes it really does hurt. buttt him being online and telling me about the house he found will fix that pain....for now at least :P
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